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Bleh
Okay, so I've gone through varying degrees of mood swings today. Why am I always wishing for more time, and then when I get it, I don't DO anything with it? Blah. I didn't even do my homework. I'm such an idiot. Life's been okay, lately, though. Not going to detail everything that's happened since the end of March, but in short I got a passport, I'm making something as good luck for someone, I colored my shoes crazily awesomely with Sharpies (really need to take some pictures), and Ash and Mary are friends again. The latter really threw me, because it seemed to have happened overnight. And I was really confused. Hence some of my ups and downs (moreso downs) today. Blaaaah. I like a guy. This is really weird for me, because I don't know him at all. I've never talked to him. But I think he's really... well... hmm. I don't know. He's Orly, the Bloom-lookalike. Just about all I know about him is that he takes karate. Heh. That's lame. (Lame as in that's all I know about him, not lame as in him taking karate, or I'd be calling myself lame.) And... I don't know. I know I still like MC, but... not quite so much? Maybe I've just been distracted by other things lately. I was really hoping that he'd change his mind about the no-girlfriend thing. Pathetic on my part, really. It was really considerate (and I do not mean this sarcastically at all) of him to tell me right away that he doesn't date. Heh. Just not what I wanted to hear at the time. Not what I want to hear now. But he doesn't seem to want anything more than friends (if he did, I'd hope he'd be a bit more blunt about it), which I will eventually get used to. There are less than nine weeks until school ends, now. That makes me sad. This year's been so overwhelmingly good. And I've met some fantastic people I want to be friends with, but they're moving this summer. I've befriended Charles and Haley and Mary and Ash and Chris, and I don't think any of them are moving. Dear god, I hope not. Chris... I swear, the guy's evil when he has a chance to be. April Fools' Day he told me he was moving to New Jersey right away. And I believed him for four or so minutes. Then it was like "GRRR *thunks*". Haha. And speaking of counting down, I have the orchestra trip in 13 days (been counting for two weeks now) and a karate tournament tomorrow. It's the orchestra trip that really scares me, not so much the tournament. Five days... I've never been out of access of my family for that long. And I don't really know or are friends with anyone in the orchestra (who's going anyway... Chris isn't going, he has a speech competition that weekend). So it'll either be a short fun trip where I befriend a person or two, or a long, rather lonely trip that I spend most of the time writing. Heh. I really hope it's the former. I'm feeling very lonely right now. Bleh. -Adrienne
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