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Angst
Today was the choir festival. It was great, except for all of it, which sucked. Megan and Courtney were both like "awww, you're so cute, wouldn't they be a cute couple?" and "stop flirting!" and "Paul, ask her out NOW!" and I felt like an idiot. Paul probably thinks I'm extra dumb now, because I'm sure he already knew I was dumb. The fact that neither Paul nor Chris likes me really is getting to me. I guess I just give off a "sucky girlfriend material" aura. I hate, really hate how when I'm near Paul for extended periods of time I start to annoy even myself. I sound like a total blonde ditz, I make squeaky noises a lot, and I hug him way much more than necessary. I left the bus first and started towards mum's car as fast as I could, and when Paul got off the bus he yelled "bye Adrienne!" and somehow this annoys me even more (even though I'm kinda glad he remembered me, too), just like the random playing with my hair and poking me and other random things, because it looks like he's flirting so Courtney and Megan go on about it and I know that it CAN'T be flirting because Paul doesn't like me even though I wish he did and UGHHHHH it sucks. Whine whine whine angst angst angst.
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